| It totally turned out my wife couldn't stand me! LOL It's really funny that I looked back and read that. A month after posting that we split up. I am with an amazing man and we just had a beautiful baby girl. Life is way better. I am sure noone reads this anymore but here's an update anyway. I am on facebook if anyone really really cares. |
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| Got married in September. Life is not especcially fun at the moment, but it will get better I guess. Just lost my job, totaled my car, and all that is making me terribly insecure. So bc I am insecure right now, I get this crazy idea my wife secretly cant stand me. Than that thought makes me more insecure, which makes my wife want to pull away which reinforces the idea she cant stand me. Thus making me insecure......Should be an exciting year. Oy vey. |
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| I have partial complex seizures in my temporal lobe. Apparently I had an EEG 2 years ago that showed this but noone figured it out until now.
This causes jerky muscle movements, numb sensations, disorientation, not knowing where I am in familiar places, some emotional crap as well.
I will be starting anti-convulsants soon. Hooray hooray. Took them 2 years to figure this out. So so happy right now. |
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| I have had to call into work roughly half the days this last pay period, due to the muscle weakness and numbness in my legs and left arm.
Still no end in sight to all the testing. Had an abnormal EMG which showed no electrical transmission in my muscle cells which is very weird and threw the doctors for a little loop. Seems to suggest a metabolic myopathy of some kind, but my symptoms don't quite match that group of disorders. Go to the doctor again next week.
Deanna is sick today. Has been all weekend actually. She is currently vomiting with a fever of 102. She is going to the doctor today at 2pm. Just more work I'm missing.
I applied for disability which all but killed my pride. I can still work part of the time, but it's hard to predict when I can stand and when I can't.
I haven't been on xanga much. I been using facebook more. You can look me up there if you want.
Love you all!
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| Sorry I've been gone.
I think my doctors are in the process of diagnosing me with MS. They are talking spinal taps and shit. Weakness and numbness in arms and legs, at times unable to move my toes or feet. Fatigue and all that crap too. Neurology appointment tomorrow.
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